Sunday, 26 June 2011

Mass of Higgs Particle

For a while I thought that physicists had explained the origin of Mass by describing it as the interaction of particles and the Higgs particle.

By the SRH then the Higgs particle can’t have the quality of Mass: that is it can’t have either a zero or non-zero mass.

It turns out that the Higgs Particle has mass, and that interaction with the Higgs explains only the masses of other particles but not the Higgs (obviously by SRH). But assuming that the theory proposed that the Higgs gained mass from interaction with itself, reveals the very fine distinction required for the SRH.

Borrowing the terms “inner” and “outer” from Hofstadter we can examine the situation where a particle. Suppose it gains mass by interacting with itself. Now the “inner” quality of the particle, the nature of the particle that enables it to give mass, must be mass-less. This would mean that mass is simply an “outer” quality, a superficial veil draped over the core nature of the particle.

Returning to sentences this distinction enables a better analysis of the sentence: “This sentence has five words.” The inner nature of the sentence is indeed a reference to itself, but it refers only to an “outer” quality that has no intrinsic relationship with the essence of the sentence. Using Google Translator into Chinese gives “這句話有五個字" which in the “inner” sense is the same, but clearly the outer quality is very different. Thus the sentence escapes actual “inner self” reference and so escapes paradox.

So just as Use/Mention is a distinction, so Inner/Outer are distinctions just as Hofstadter argues. I need now re-read that chapter of GEB to understand the 3rd distinction he makes and whether that is relevant also.

Saturday, 25 June 2011

I AM

I'm bike riding with an mp3 player these days which I put loosely in my pocket. I'm often finding myself thinking whether it has fallen out, only the realise that if I'm still listening to music it must still be connected.

Yesterday this thought was a bit deeper. Exactly the same is true of our eyes, and is the basis of the arguments in this blog against brain science. We may factually wonder whether our eyes are still working, only to be reminded that if we are seeing then they must be (and everything else in the process of seeing also).

Now, the question is this: What is the extra information that I have as a result of hearing the music, that I don't have by doing an examination of my pockets to find the mp3 player? It is clearly very significant knowledge because it tells me not only that the mp3 player is there, but also that the headphones are still in my ears, and that the cables are not damaged, and that the battery is still active--all deduced from the simple observation that I hear music! Imagine how hard it would be to determine all this otherwise.

Even if I did take the mp3 player down to a laboratory for testing to ensure that it was working, the data by itself locked in a cupboard would not be sufficient: I would need to see that data and understand it. In other words the critical feature of "hearing" the sound would have just become "seeing" the data.

So this key feature is what is called "subjectivity". It is what is missing from the scientific view. It is also the underpinning of the scientific world: raw data is not in itself meaningful (altho some like Hofstadter have argued for data having some intrinsic entropic existence).

Now the idea that I can tell I have eyes in tact by virtue of being able to see, and that I have a brain in tact by virtue of being able to think that (which the close to the most recent progress on the SRH), and that I have the ability to reason and be cognisant by virtue of recognising that very fact is basically Descartes. And one can extend this to realisation that the fact that there are things at all, and a universe (a Brahman) shows me instantly that I AM (Atman or Yahweh). Thus the creation of the universe is done so by the I AM and they are sides of the same coin. The Tat Tvam Asi.

What we can't argue and where the problems occur is that as seeing proves I have eyes, and cognisance is proof I have a brain, the presence of a universe is proof that there is some thing called "me". The presence of the "I AM" is not thus proof of a thing called "I AM".

Wednesday, 22 June 2011

What is More

  • What is "More"?

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  • Alva Gosson in brief answer it depends only upon what we have now... which means that we will always be seeking more, and once we find it we will always feel we have less. This is the force that leads into the brick wall of suffering.

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  • Alva Gosson So we want "more" fish, but sadly it will mean "less" fish. That is the problem.

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  • Alva Gosson A friend who was very happy with his new house a few years ago said recently he needed a bigger house. Its a systemic problem, the solution goes to the root of human life and our understanding of existence itself. "More" government, or "less" government, "more" policy or "less" policy: its all framed within the very problem itself. I read all this btw its freely available and people have been talking about it and living it for millennia, its just unfashionable since Plato (at least) onwards.

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  • Alva Gosson I could go on (as you know ;-): here's the question that puzzled me - who is richer the starving man who finds a half eaten burger in the bin, or the man who ate that burger in the first place? To me (after some considerable thought) it's clearly the starving man, while the other man didn't even finish the burger so it meant very little to him. Now economics is the science of creating more wealth... clearly it's a complete jumble of rubbish! I believe that a new fashion in politics is waking up to this "Science of Happiness" but maybe too late for the oceans and the forest and the land anyway.
    Another question that puzzled me for much longer. Is the person in a concentration camp waiting to die in actual poverty? Well we are all waiting to die so we can remove that from the equation. I believe that an identical structure of wealth and poverty would develop here just much as anywhere with people having better and worse bunks, and more or less sleep, and better or worse jobs etc.

Sunday, 19 June 2011

Close Distribution Difference from Normal

diff-norm Here are the actual difference from Normal for the frequency distribution of change in Ln(adjusted close prices). The y-axis corresponds to %s of the population, and the x-axis is the size of the move in Standard Deviations from the mean.

Unlike the original approach the purpose now is no longer to model this, but rather to understand it so that it can be incorporated into a fractal system.

If we assume that the markets are random (from the standpoint of the market there are random events in the industries) then the pattern here is due to investors (a feature of psychology, and interactions between markets).

There are 2 noticeable shortfalls in this chart which mean that events of –1.5 STDEV and +1.4 STDEV are far less likely than expected. The events that would have fallen into these are mostly pushed to the centre (-0.5 to +1) and to the extremes (<-2.5 and >+2.2). I explain this as follows. Small drops in the daily price (>-1.5) get bought into returning the close price to near or slightly above the open price, and likewise small daily rises in price (<1.5) suffer from profit taking causing the price to fall.

Daily moves below 1.5 lead to worry in speculators and they sell causing a larger than expected move. Once the rot sets in investors will follow and cause the fat tail.

Daily moves 1.5 lead to euphoria which seems to happen in two waves. Closing prices 3 STDEV from opening price are less likely as a second wave of euphoric buying pressure pushes the price higher. There after irrational exuberance stretches the price upwards.

This chart is for the majority of events (speculators). Another chart can be produces to study the behaviour of the extremes (investors).

V for Vendetta

Finally got around to watching this film… In a land far, far away… it depicts aspects of contemporary society and has its good points but its main premise is for me a bad point. I’ve certainly missed many points on a first casual viewing but the fundamental premise that by somehow destroying the haze of illusions that masks people hiding them from each other and themselves—by creating a world of genuine love—we would make a better world. Well in one sense of course this is true and it is the religious dream of reuniting people with God, cleansed in the rain of his love; but, what makes V think that after he has set things back on course, people won’t drift back into inauthenticity? You won’t kill the devil that quickly. I’m not being negative. Each one of us, exactly as V intends, can see through the illusion and gain enlightenment. Indeed V says that precisely because the illusion is created by ourselves we are the ones to over come it. The “totalitarian state” here is not meant literally but symbolically for our own failure to master ourselves which leaves us slaves to our own whims and fancies and like leaves in the wind. Obviously those disaffected by totalitarian states are projecting their dissatisfaction with themselves onto the outside world. It is interesting how popular this film seems to be and I suspect in those circles that take it to be a literal representation of the control exerted on us by modern governments. Certainly such mechanisms of control as shown in the film  are thoroughly pervasive but as the film shows we don’t have to be susceptible to them. Happiest time of my life was the 2 years I didn’t have a TV and didn’t follow any external official narrative, I fell in love (‘my muse’), and followed my own inner narrative. Problem with that approach is it doesn’t work because wisdom means awareness of both the outside and the inside! Wisdom of the external narratives on TV and the papers is the easy part; what about wisdom of ourselves: that is almost impossible because it is different for us all. As V says he can show us the fear of death that leaves us helpless to control but he can’t actually make us face it as she does. It’s the blue versus red pill in the Matrix: how many of us would really throw away the comfort and fake peace of our lives to pursue a path that goes beyond our own death? Put more directly, if we were prepared to within ourselves why do we need a film like V to persuade us! Anyone persuaded by V needs to look very deeply at why they weren’t being authentic anyway! Isn’t being inspired by V just another mask—one we can’t remove at the end because it is the film itself!

But I don’t want to dissuade from the purpose of the film which as an instruction to ourselves to be themselves and to treat others with unique respect and love is excellent. It also raises a point for me: what was she prepared to die for? Until we have something we are prepared to die for, or better we are not afraid to die, then we can’t live. This has been a point in the blog before but the film raises the point excellently. But what do I have that I would die for? That would be a suitable answer to this whole blog: at the moment there is nothing!

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Just in SRH style fun would I die to save myself? Need to think up a plot (a lying fiction ;-) where this actually happens.

Sunday, 12 June 2011

Stock Market Distributions again

THIS MAY BE FLAWED

I’ve returned to this problem again. Working out the expected distribution of votes at random in the Eurovision song contest (which will be biased because countries get to vote against themselves!) I noticed a similarity with the stacked charts I had produced for stock market data (simply ordering the raw data). In the Eurovision the game is simply dropping in one of the 10 scores to the pigeon hole of your chosen acts and then adding the scores up at the end. A variation I used for this stock market simulation was repeatedly adding a line of bricks of random length randomly along to a wall. The result is very like a stock market chart but has a more normal distribution (essentially it creates a random walk – this remains to be proven). However by fortune I made a mistake and forgot to reset the array I was using to hold the daily change data before producing the frequency histogram. The result was that over time the array became very large and the distribution narrowed and became more like the stock distribution.

new-dist

The area of the green normal is the same as the blue FTSE data but the size of the peak and the squeezing is very pronounced.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Why this particular game should lead to this distribution I cannot explain at the moment. A similar game of repeating a unit with a percentage of Gaussian random changes produces the expected result that only certain events are produced more often depending upon when they enter the unit and how long they survive in the repeating unit. Need to look at again.

Tuesday, 7 June 2011

Contradiction in Self-Interest & Individualism

Neither Individualism nor Self-Interest can be a political principles. If people are told to pursue their self-interest or to become individuals then they are being treated as a collective and are being centrally instructed and governed. Indeed I would say that political regimes use Individualism to weaken the power of the collective so that it is easier to govern: the classic divide and conquer. The last thing a government wants is for people to join together and over power it as happens in revolutions.

Monty-Python satirised this perfectly in ‘The Life of Brian’ when Brain tells the masses that they are all Individuals and they reply in unison that they are all individuals. Maybe this was poking fun at the mindless nature of people of faith, but really for me it was driving the stake into the idea of telling people that they are individuals. It is fashionable in our culture to be an individual; it is the common philosophy of people here; it is the collective consciousness to view oneself as an individual; if Individualism is the truth then there is one thing of which we can be sure: all people share solidarity in being individuals.

This is the problem of the usual understanding of Individual: it is contradictory. One is only an individual when one doesn’t know it, doesn’t codify it and tell other people about it, and doesn’t enforce it upon other people. Anarchy as I’m trying to show in this blog isn’t a form of truth that can be taught, understood or made into a political movement like the others.

Monday, 6 June 2011

Giving up Women

There are two ways to become satisfied:

  1. Get what you want.
  2. Not want it anymore.

I began crudely on path 1 especially with women, but quickly began to realise that even if I did get what I wanted it would never be exactly what I wanted (since both it changes and what we want changes) and also it was a lot of effort for an uncertain goal. I also realised through escapades with “my muse” that worldly struggles are extremely impure and are at best only a compromise with what we originally set out to gain, and are often set to completely fail (her death in this example). Path 2 is not easy however and trying to get what you want here i.e. freedom from wanting things, is built upon shaky self contradictory principles.

With women I have become much more at ease of late. The observation is to separate one’s actual desire for them with one’s ego and desire for success with them. It is a difficult thing to accept but to be free from women one must accept that one is also a failure with women. Often we don’t really want a girl, but we also don’t want to admit we were a failure with here. The desire to conquest and success, for pride and ego is actually greater than our original desire. The suffering we feel when we fail is far greater than simply not having what we dearly, honourably wishes for, it is the suffering of ego and the struggle to avoid being labelled a failure. As my friend once put it after failing spectacularly with a girl he had been pursuing “I’m such a loser”. It wasn’t the losing her that was painful, it was the being a loser! This is ego and underlines 95% of the struggles we have in life.

A friend said last weekend that I had given up on life. I know I’ve succeeded here because I simply took this as a statement of fact and examined it as such. Only now over a week later am I reconsidering that conversation and what it entailed. Originally I was examining his attitude, but now see it reveals much about my slow advances in this department. I had been cautiously pushing the idea that “given up on what?” trying to reveal that there is no higher purpose or God given path in life. He has pursued Ayn Rand’s thinking and the notion that there are better ways of living that the Illuminati are pushing mankind away from. I’m cautious because I know that for highly driven people facing the oblivion of “giving up” is a depressing state that can be very unbalancing. I’ve faced that myself. I should be a bit careful I guess with what I write in this blog because for the wrong person at the wrong time what I say will not be very helpful, even positively unhelpful. Its not that I don’t believe in a higher cause or principle in life—this is what this whole blog is about—it is just that I realise that whatever we decide upon must enter the arena of game playing in a very Kantian sense and must play against itself so that highly driven people fighting their own corner is exactly the whole problem. Any solution must side step the tiresome worlds of politics that have dominated the mind’s of men since antiquity. Even Ayn Rand and her supporters enter this arena to some extent. Admittedly rather than take on the Corporations in Atlas Shrugged they try to set up a Shangri-La, but this is hardly a new idea, and it has happened countless times before. Even America itself was an attempt at a new Shangri-La and now it is the diseased carcass from which people flee. No this certainly is not the way; nothing new needs be born. What is new-born is born to decay and die and be re-born-a-new anyway; so what is the difference between new and old anyway; so what is the point! Here I diverge from the Bhagavad Gita and Krishna who says if there is no point then one may as well perform one’s duty. Problem for me in a modern liberal society is that unlike the warrior classed Arjuna I have no class and no duty to perform!

Accepting that one is a failure is certainly very hard to do. We may do it as a reaction to not being a success: belligerently, “If I can’t have success then I don’t want anything” or depressively, “I’m no good, I don’t deserve success” or in self –denial, ”I never wanted that anyway”, or in hope, “I’ll be a success next time.” All these share a common cause: they are born from ego and a desire for success and achievement that we adorn our self with. When this fails to materialise we adorn our self in the cloak of failure. But what is the point of all this Chivalric bearing and collecting of coats of arms? Who really cares what banner we march under if for no other reason than they are busy worrying about what banner they are flying. It’s a pointless game and I give up.

Here my friend is right I have given up on the circular, self serving and endless game. It makes no difference whether we play or not, so why bother. Life, once one has simply laid down ones weapons, is a lot simpler and it is hard to believe that I was ever afraid to just stop playing. For a white, middle-class well educated individual my parents tried to instil in me duties that Arjuna bore but unfortunately they also brought me up in a liberal society of individual rights that I have used to shake off their pressure: they can’t have it both ways. Are we feudal or modern democratic?

So what comes next. Firstly there is one battle and that is to stop the ego flaring up. It still doesn’t like being a failure. I see other people getting the girls of their dreams, marrying , settling down, buying houses, getting promotion and having children: this is great fuel for the ego. But if I am going to be a failure do I want to do it in self torment and suffering, or in peace and freedom? I always remind my ego this :-)

SRH : Existential Contradiction

While on holiday on Snowdon to celebrate my 40th Birthday I was taking a rest on Y Lliwedd when this development of a thought from a few weeks before struck me. Originally I had mused that “ownership” is a thought, but who owns that thought? In one sense there is the ownership of the original thought many millennia ago when language was first constructed. Before that territories would have simply been fought over without any recourse to reasons or labels. The other sense is this actual thought that I am having when I think of “ownership”. That thought is “my” thought so surely I own it. However what about the thought “there is no ownership”, do I own that? This raises deep questions about the nature of ownership but is subject from a previous blog.

On Y Lliwedd on 8th April I switched the idea to the think about something existing. The idea may be about the existence of something e.g. the existence of the mountain, but the idea itself exists when I am thinking it. So we have the Quine’s use/mention distinction in action. In one sense we are using the idea of existence to say that the mountain exists, in the other sense it exists itself. This is what I have referred to before, and now call, the “right angle of Zen”, which is the way in which the “present moment” presents an orthogonal dimension to the space of worldly events; no matter what is happening the “present moment” is at right angles to this. Now naturally I asked does the idea of existence (when I am thinking it) refer to its own existence. That is in the moments when I am thinking about existence itself, do I contemplate the quality of the thoughts themselves as existing in that moment. To answer this I considered whether an idea could ever be about its own non-existence. Can an idea ever consider the occasion when we are not thinking it? Well it can but only in the sense of use above, the idea of non-existence can never be congruent with its own nature because by definition we aren’t thinking it when it becomes itself! The idea of non-existence is true to itself only when we don’t think it, and the moment we start to contemplate it it becomes only a reference to an already lost entity. Like using a torch to search the darkness our very investigation destroys what we were looking for. We cannot think non-existence. But since existence and non-existence are only opposites of one another if we can’t authentically think of non-existence we have problems with existence. From notes: “If an idea cannot be about its non-existence then it cannot be about its existence either.”

After returning from holiday it dawned on me that meant that the SRH was really to do with existence.

I use the logical syntax:

(x)   : for all x it is true that
(Ex) : there exists x such that
¬ : not/negation
<statement>

Thus the proof of God is this:

The simple sentence “this sentence exists” seems unproblematic:

  • <(Ex) x is this sentence>

But consider:

  • <¬(Ex) x is this sentence>, or equivalently
  • <(x) x is not this sentence>

These sentences are equivalent and are false because the sentence itself serves as an entity which contradicts them.

Now we can’t say that the sentences are “not sentences” because that would eliminate the entity we need to make them false. So it is not that self-reference is impossible as was naively proposed by the SRH.  However there is something odd.

The sentences are necessarily false. Once we have read the sentence we cannot then deny that the sentence exists, for what did we just read? So by the time we have understood the sentence we are already committed to its existence; we are already committed to its falsity. It is an analytic statement false by virtue of the definition of its own words. However it is a posteriori to the extent that we must have experienced it to have proof that it exists. (This is in contrast to Kant’s synthetic a priori.) It is thus a necessary contradiction.

It follows that its negation (statement 1) is not just true but necessarily true. It is a tautology, an analytic a posteriori.

So all the sentences above carry no information that the reader isn’t already familiar with by virtue of reading them. While they seem to make profound statements they are actually meaningless just as “Black swans are black” doesn’t tell us anything we didn’t already know: if we can find a black swans we already know it is black. More generally then for any predicate:

  • (x) S(x) & B(x) –> B(x) 

clearly doesn’t tell us anything i.e. anything which is S and has property B has property B… i.e. all swans(S) which are black(B) are black(P).

What this means is that no entity can carry information about its existence or any feature which is required to identify it.

This means, and this is the SRH, that entities can only be meaningful about the existence of other entities apart from themselves.

To put it another way: we are very unlikely to hear that we have died and if we did we would know it was false. Thus the statement that we are alive is meaningless to us. It is this meaninglessness which means that we must be silent when it comes to issues of our self-existence and non-existence. Death, or indeed any word, doesn’t make sense here.

In contrast however other people can die and so we can make meaningful statements about their being alive or dead. When someone else makes a statement that we are alive then it is meaningful, but only from their point of view. This is social consciousness. If we attribute meaning to “I am alive” it is because we have adopted a social consciousness. This is not a good thing because why would we do this when we can see with our own eyes the truth? I suspect that the search for fame and social status derives from this weakness of our own eyes. The need to make noise and words (as I do here) is also such a weakness. For such a consciousness Death is a very real thing.

From this stems all the rest of the SRH. Most importantly that no system can exist independent of another because if it was an Ultimate theory of Everything it would need another system to state meaningfully that it did indeed existed as the ultimate system.

Likewise for every entity that seeks knowledge of its existence there is always an Other outside it that it must acknowledge first. This is the God Proof. Not the proof of a particular entity amongst all the others (the naive view of God) but the principle that there is always and necessarily an entity outside.

This also explodes the narcissistic, solipsistic world view. No self can know its existence before it knows the existence of another, and worse for the self it is the view point of the other that it adopts as its own proof of its existence! If it really looked at itself with its own eyes it would be speechless because what can its eyes “see” that his “seeing” hasn’t already told it?

Loren Carpenter

Adam Curtis’ new documentary features an experimental game of Pong operated by the ratio of red and green paddles held up by each half of an audience. The experiment was performed on an minimally instructed audience by Loren Carpenter (of Pixar fame) in 1991. Excerpt of the documentary: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n3wH0W0Mj8U.

Quote from Adam Curtis,

"It was like a switch went in my head," Curtis says. "Carpenter saw it as a world of freedom with order. But I suddenly saw it as the opposite – like old film of workers toiling in a factory. They weren't free – they looked like disempowered slaves locked to a giant machine screen. It was a video game, which made it fun, but it still made me wonder whether power had really gone away in these self-organising systems, or if it was just a rebranding. So we became happy components in systems – and our job is to make those systems stable."
http://www.guardian.co.uk/tv-and-radio/2011/may/06/adam-curtis-computers-documentary

Written up here.
http://www.capatcolumbia.com/reading%20packet/Out%20of%20Control.pdf

Comment:
Curtis’ analysis is naive. We are not individuals either free to pursue our “own” interests or individual caught within the web of group interaction… we aren’t individual at all! Each of us is the accumulation of interactions just as much as the game is the accumulation of individual interacting. It is fractal and hierarchical.

To reductio ad absurdum Curtis I need only point out that he is trapped within the confines of the collective understanding of English. Where is his “individual” if he frees himself from language? Where is the freedom in even generating media that necessarily requires an audience?

The experiment is interesting I need pursue it more. It may be useful to understand the stock market also especially the frequency of oscillations and size of movements induced by slower feedback (less volume), and the fact that bird flocks have faster response rates than individual birds so that groups adapt to signals faster than individuals! Really suggests that there are emergent “entities” (which is an oxymoron since we are discussing the dissolution of selves into groups so what sense in making groups just new individuals).

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Freedom, Ayn Rand, Individualism, Selfish Interests, Addiction

Dissenters of the traditional view that we ought to sacrifice ourselves for other people might consider this post simply a dogmatic reiteration of the “traditional” view. But if we fear whether our thoughts are fashionable or old-fashioned we most certainly reduce our freedom. I’d rather ignore current fads and simply say things as they are.

Individualists like Ayn Rand, Sartre, Nietzsche speak a lot about “freedom”. So what is so free about “freedom”. A prince in a Hollywood film says “True I can have anything I want, but like all men I can’t chose what I want”. Thus we often end up wanting things that really it is best for us if we didn’t want. This is the whole naivety of the Individualist view. It is also said traditionally that it takes a great man to command an army but only the greatest man can command himself. This is the essence of the Religions: the learning to be master of our self. Shakespere’s Othello is a model of how lack of self mastery makes us to weakest of men. We need only see an addict swearing they are in control and demanding “freedom” to do what they want to see the weakness of this type of thinking. A asked a Buddhist once what was wrong with the ego he said that the ego works in its own interests even at the expense of the whole self. This has turned out to be a very deep understanding of the problem; far deeper than the allegory of the Devil used by religions. The drug addict, or anyone with a compulsive habit, finds that what they want to do, indeed need to do, is actually bad for them.

“Simply look at how many people have died in the name of Freedom—far more than all other causes added together.”

However because the wish to do it is so strong they are prepared to ignore the side effects. I once saw a film of a smoking addict in a wheel chair who had lost both legs due to blood clots. The interviewer said that clearly the smoking was killing him, he said he didn’t care and was prepared to die bit by bit. That is a strong desire. Everything was sacrificed for the need to smoke. We would argue that at least a more balanced life with a mixture of other activities would be more worthwhile. But the addict won’t see this and their addiction and need to do what they want will be more valuable to them than even their own life. This is the nihilism and meaninglessness at the root of self-interest, exactly what the SRH says. In any case it is clear to see here the extreme individualist sacrificing everything here for a desire, when originally he wanted to be free from sacrifice altogether.

So “freedom” where does it go wrong?

In a world where we really do determine our own future and every road is open what do we do? Are we like the Dice Man and freely pick 6 random possibilities like: {Eat, Sleep, TV, Sex, Defecate, Kill ourselves}. With complete unconditional indifference to the future and complete “freedom” from the Past we roll the dice and do whatever is says. Except we are deciding to then having our future dictated by a dice. What if we decide to obey a new die: {obey the dice, don’t obey the die}. Decide to roll that a few times and we’re back to square one!

Alternatively Individualists put emphasis on our “will” (Nietzsche/ Sartre) or “desires” (Rand). The idea is that we are what we do/will/desire. For Sartre it is our choices that make/build/design the future. For Nietzsche it is our inexorable innate will to supremacy that drives our very action. For Ayn Rand it seems (and I have only caught whiff of her philosophy) it is our desires/wishes which determine our future. Hers is by far the most juvenile and trivial philosophy: we are slaves to our own desire then exactly as in the above paragraph. She preaches the worst kind of imprisonment and her followers walk in the opposite direction to freedom. As religions endlessly try to persuade people, the Devil is most cunning and will promise you everything so that you submit your soul to him—he is the most expert door to door salesman. As far as I can see it Ayn Rand basically says give into his demands and do whatever you want even if it is bad for you.

Sartre and Nietzsche are however better versions of Individualism but they still seem to suffer from a lack of freedom. To say that we are free to exercise our will to power is to say that we are a slave to power. My personal life at the moment is exactly the will to gain power over the will to power so that I no longer need to be viewed as successful or worth something. Isn’t this the contradictory zenith of Nietzsche’s philosophy—freedom even from this universal principle? With Sartre my problem is that any choice we make to be successful must take into account our environment. If I wish to buy some food I have no choice but to go to a food shop. If you analyse why I wish to have food it is because my stupid body needs energy. I have no choice over this. I may chose to sit down and die from starvation, but really this is my stupid mind rebelling against having to do things which becomes just another thing I feel compelled to do. Whichever way I turn I find myself embedded “in a world”—immersed as a friend once called it. When we are underwater we cannot move without displacing water around us. So it is with the world we cannot move without the world moving with us—there is no escape, indeed even thoughts of escape are movements in the water!

No freedom is a complete misnomer. Even the search for freedom binds us to an activity that becomes a bore and an oppressive tyrant. Simply look at how many people have died in the name of Freedom—far more than all other causes added together and squared. Freedom begins when we accept where we are rather than confronting it and trying to change it. If we are trying to change it then we are just slave to another force from within. What proponents of freedom are really responding to is the notion of a sovereign self: it makes a difference whether the tyrant is from within or from without. That is the next discussion. Historically Freedom is an obvious major issue in the West because we are in opposition to our history of Slavery. Like a guilty man we are particularly sensitive to slavery and rather over do the freedom angle. What we ought to see immediately though is that without the possibility of slavery how can there be freedom? When we speak of freedom we are really admitting that slavery still exists.

Most of this is blogged already in this blogroll. The puzzle from ancient Greece of whether the Argo returning from its 10 year quest was really the same boat that left since every plank of wood had been replaced at least once on the journey. So it is with us. Which thought, which desire, which body part, which possession is really us? Are they all us? If so do we lose a bit of ourselves when we lose one? If we do then where is that bit of myself in my car, or in my hair on the barbershop floor? Rubbish it is just a car, it is just hair. There is nothing about me in them either on the shop floor on in my possession. It is the same as a piece being in check in a game of chess. It isn’t really in check unless you understand the rules of the game: we simply make it up. That is all the self is: something we make up. The search for freedom is just something we make up; and we can just as easily unmake it! If we were truly free we would be able to unmake it… but we can’t! Especially when we believe in a philosophy that is based upon that very belief in self. Free yourself; stop believing.

Like all things, Individualists are right about something however. It is correct that we take responsibility for what we do and we do find our self so that we can become master it. It is not good enough to just follow the crowd like sheep, any more than it is to simply switching off saying it doesn’t matter it’s all just make believe. This just sends us from one make-believe world into another where everything is make-believe—we start believing that everything is make-believe! It is not that easy. What does “make believe” mean anyway? Ayn Rand started off in the right direction, she saw the irony is forming a “group of believers in Individualism” but the Devil is strong and she fell foul very quickly of her own philosophy believing that this meant that she should follow her desires. She ironically became to a slave to herself as she ran from what she perceived was others becoming slaves of the mass. True Freedom ain’t so simple which is why mankind has been pursuing it for 10 thousand years and why so very few have ever achieved it.

Why Natural is Better

Humans find the world as it is after many millions of years of life evolving to utilise many of the Earth’s resources. As these resources have been exploited they have been transformed from one source into another. Perhaps pure water is used to excrete unwanted compounds from the organism thus rendering it polluted, or some entirely new waste compound is produced like oxygen from plants. As time progressed the raw materials became scarcer and the by products and waste products became more available. The pressure was in for some organism that could exploit the growing waste products to evolve. As soon as it did, like oxygen metabolism, it flourished in the environment now rich in the resource its specialised in. And so it came to pass that quite naturally recycling was folded into the ecology of the planet. Resources that could not be recycled were eventually all exploited and the organisms that depended upon them naturally gave way to organisms whose survival was ensured by the endless production of their resources by recycling.

Then arrives man. Man has for one reason or another (analysed in depth in this blog) required progressively more and more resources and has developed means of exploiting resources in ways never fully developed by nature like for example the mass uncovering of organic minerals like coal and oil. While bacteria exist that recycle coal and oil, its natural rarity means that they are not major components of the Earth’s ecology. But in just a century Mankind has brought coal and oil directly to the centre of the lives of all organisms. Such rapid changes does not allow for evolution to establish recycling and so these resources may be once again lost.

Another angle to this is that what Mankind feels he must make Nature is not already making. If Nature is not already making it then we can be sure that there is no place for it in Nature. A good example would be trans-fats. Partially hydrogenated fats come in two varieties the low energy trans fats and the higher energy cis-fats. Cis-fats occur naturally as products of animals and plant metabolism; trans-fats naturally occur rarely because they do not fit into metabolic processes. Unsurprisingly Man’s metabolism belonging to the same system as the rest of the Earth’s biosphere prefers the cis-fats and cannot metabolise the trans-fats. In the 1900s Mankind developed new, cheaper and unnatural ways of producing food fats which unfortunately favour the production of the trans-fats. These now dominate our food and it is these trans-fats which are primarily responsible for the huge rise in heart-attacks in the West making this by far the biggest killer in the West. Yet it is obvious that this was a risk we took because the new Unnatural chemistry doesn’t work the same way as the established biological Natural chemistry that has dominated this planet for a billion years, and upon which Mankind himself depends, and so there was no assurance that the products of the Unnatural chemistry would suit the complete pathways established in the Natural chemistry.

We cannot escape our Natural foundations that easily. Maybe, as fantasised about in Manga and Sci-Fi Fiction (which I love), we may one day be able to download “ourselves” from inside Natural bodies into artificial machines and so finally be divorced from the Biological Mother that spawned us a billion years ago. In reality however this is completely the wrong way to understand “ourselves”. We are embedded in a Natural system so deeply that even what I write here is the product of it; the energy to press these keys and to think these thoughts; the meaning of what I say is fuelled and dictated by the structures of biological life. I am a biological entity; within a biological world; there is nothing non-biological or non-natural to escape from this realm and inhabit a non-natural realm of Mankind’s making. Mankind cannot think in terms of a struggle between the Natural and the products of His labour; a realm of freedom from Nature. As all the religions try to remind us we do not own the products of our labour: they belong to God.

Nature and God are inseparable. In ancient times before agriculture when the fruits of the world mysteriously grew on trees, and in the oceans and in the forests for us to harvest and hunt we thanked the gods for what they had mysteriously given us. As agriculture was developed and we progressively over the millennia saw our own actions turn up on our dinner plate we gradually forgot that there was anyone else involved but us. Now we think it all comes from Mankind and as if from thin air Man makes food. So the markets would want us think anyway so that we feel that we are spending our money on something worthwhile. We have forgotten that all this food still springs from the ground quite magically. We may have studied it in depth, we may even be able to copy and replicate it in laboratories to some extent, but copying the Masters doesn’t make an artist a Master. We are still bound within the system that we have always been nurtured in. Our Sisyphine struggles to produce food in the end are only struggles to replicate, or direct the work that this global ecology system already does. We are slaves to our biology. We have no more escaped it than any of our ancestors and the only option we have is to enslave our fellow man to provide a buffer between us and our slavery to Nature. In this we have progressed no further than the simplest animals. God and Nature punish those who do not listen. Science at least does listen, that is its job, to listen well to Nature’s structure and heartbeat. Good science, as commented upon in this blog, understands that it is servant to Nature for without Nature to study what use is Science? It can’t make its own truths for then they wouldn’t be truths! And in making Nature’s truths it is obedient servant. Bad science however thinks that Nature should obey Man and so inevitably tries to push it in directions that it doesn’t want to go. Since Man is born of Nature, in so doing Man ultimately pushes against Himself and to his bewilderment the harder he pushes the harder the problem becomes until he is defeated. (This is all explored in the SRH).

Yet Mankind needs to live and is an inextricable part of Life on this Planet. We need to eat, we need to move and breathe and excrete. It is wrong to say we are doing anything “wrong” as though there were stone tablets dictating how this Planet should be used. However there are stone tablets that have been written in the Past and which Science is rediscovering and rewriting which tell us what will happen if we do one thing or another. If we develop and unnatural way of living too fast for Nature to evolve and accept it then Nature will quite naturally eject us and we will go the way of all those other organisms that depended on unsustainable resources. We may believe that Mankind’s resourcefulness is so immense that we can ignore Mother Nature at last and leave the Maternal Home but we make a huge amount of work for ourselves and if we ever get it wrong we end up working against ourselves; for we are born of Mother Nature and we are made of the same Nature that She is made from. We may escape from her but we can’t escape from ourselves. So she will haunt us forever in whatever corner of the Universe, or Multiverse, that we chose to hole up in, and one way or the other we have no choice but to understand what we are, what we need and what Nature is. Nature is our Home and so there is no place like Nature. Natural is always better.

Saturday, 4 June 2011

Our Hedgehog

I’ve started to explain how we got into this ridiculous state of affairs where everyone duplicates the same structures again and again through this country; everyone has their own: car, house, phone, computer etc. Its a lot of extra work and its a lot of waste as most of this goes unused most of the time. However it has evolved and we are for the time being stuck with it.

Its not just us however that suffer because of this problem. Foraging animals that require habitats in different shapes and sizes to us get excluded by the repetitive parcelling up of resources. Had this argument with my mother who is hell bent on isolating her house and garden from the outside world. Watching Springwatch this year and being alerted to this project http://www.hedgehogstreet.org/ it seems I wasn’t wrong. Our hedgehog was found face down in the frost a couple of years ago starved on its meagre rations from our 1/3 acre garden and presumably trying to top up unsuccessfully with food in the winter it died. Now if we had a vegetable patch we’d be over run with slugs (their favourite food of which they eat about 200 a night) and my mother misses our little friend. A parable being written large in Man’s habitation of Earth!

Done it: proof that Jewish thinking is limited. Spent most of the day avoiding triggering ChatGPT but it got there.

So previously I was accused of Anti-Semitism but done carefully ChatGPT will go there. The point in simple terms is that being a Jew binds y...